January 2009
21 posts
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(Grandpa and Grandma Rose -drawing by my cousin April TenEyck]
Monday would have been my grandpas birthday [ he passed in 2006] and it got me thinking about how much I miss my grandparents.
I think I try not to get attached to people because I get too attached. I have had this fear ever since I was little of people in my family dying. Specifically, I can remember being young and crying because...
[Bday Astrology]
A November 29 Sagittarius finds their greatest self-realization through love of others. They are ruled by emotions but can be objective about personal motives. Charming and attractive, they have a dark side that even those closest to them may not understand. Their potential for self-discovery is great, but they must learn to tell themselves the truth.
Friends and Lovers Friends provide a...
[ escuela take 2]
Second semester started off as usual. Slept poorly, waited until last minute to do everything I needed to and subsequently in the library. Oye. On the plus side, my parking permit and book pickup were both successful. Oh, and I’m going to add that I am a parking pimp. Alliteration. In. Yo. Face.
Since I am taking one less class this semester I am not anticipating my life being out of...
[ sober - pink]
“Aahh, the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, ‘come and play’ Aahh, I am falling And if I let myself go, I’m the only one to blame”
[ lost ]
AHHH
LOST is on tonight. :D
I’m going to miss most of the season because of class … (stupid stupid stats) … but at least I get to watch tonight (and Christmas this year I’ll watch the DVDs)
AHH lol
[ Hallalujah - lyrics by Leonard Cohen]
This song covered by Hana Pestle is one of my favorite songs right now. It’s on my myspace currently… on repeat.
i heard there was a secret chord that david played and it pleased the lord but you don’t really care for music, do you well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth the minor fall and the major lift the baffled king composing hallelujah hallelujah… well...
[ To Do ]
buy parking pass
buy books
get gas in car
get calculator
find 3 ringed notebook
get more than 2 hours sleep /night
drink more water
find another book to read
find checkbook
deposit checks
“I want to have babies with you both and birth a superior race.”
– Melissa Govea
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“I figured out why girls get periods… its because they hold their farts in...”
– Robert Fernandez
[ late new year reflexivity ]
About a year ago I was getting ready to start, what i thought was, my last semester at CSUF. I had just moved back to El Segundo and I was happy just spending time with my family and reading a few books. I had my appendix out and my dad found out he was going to get laid off from his job. I was in a haze of school and unease.
It seems like this time of year, every year, I’m in the same...
broseph linked today
Coldplay
“hi, i love you, bye! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo”
– Melissa Govea
[everythings magic]
So hear this please And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly And look for the stars as the sun goes down Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound Everything, everything’s magic Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
[ the adventure ]
Any type of love - it will be shown, like every single tree reach for the sky. If you’re gonna fall, I’ll let you know, that I will pick you up like you for I, I felt this thing, I can’t replace. Where everyone was working for this goal.
[ sry if it comes to this]
“well there was a time when you let me know what’s really going on below but now you never show that to me do you but remember when i moved in you and the holy dove was moving too and every breath we drew was hallelujah”
[Dóchas]
In all of this there is one thing that keeps coming back into my mind.
The promises of tomorrow and its tomorrow. That concept finds solace I once thought was lost.
Dóchas. … it is Gaelic for hope.
[ what is this dreamlike state]
“If I smile and don’t believe, Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream, Don’t try to fix me, I’m not broken, Hello, I’m the lie, living for you so you can hide,”
[ ahh ]
This week has been a total blur, but a good one.
Sunday
I got to hang out with Zack, Amber, Amin, Nima, James and his girlfriend (Jessica?). … Oh yeah and Tracy and Sarah were there too. It was really good times and I got to see Amber’s awesome diamond :]
Cuz if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it Don’t be mad once...
[nin]
“Every Day Is Exactly The Same” I believe I can see the future Cause I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose But then again That might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now I never make a sound I just do what I’ve been told I really don’t want them to come around Oh, no [Chorus:] Every day is exactly the same Every day is...
[ nin ]
“The Fragile” she shines in a world full of ugliness she matters when everything is meaningless fragile she doesn’t see her beauty she tries to get away sometimes it’s just that nothing seems worth saving I can’t watch her slip away I won’t let you fall apart she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by hoping someone can see if I could...