December 2008
31 posts
[ grumble ]
want an effing haircut
[I am home ! + my photos]
Before she became Mrs. Elizabeth Scott
Steven and Elizabeth Scott
Joe Bellanca [Liz’ brother] and me…. I’ve known this kid since birth
kinda out of order… but me before the wedding getting ready :]
Ahhhhhh so hectic but good times. Sometimes you do not realize how much you miss people until you see them after a long while. I am also very happy to be home....
[ oasis, wonderwall]
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don’t know how Because maybe You’re gonna be the one who saves me… And after all You’re my wonderwall
mike: what garbage...diamonds are over-valued rocks pulled from the earth by third-world slave labor!
me: diamond ruiner !
The Prophet →
[The Prophet - Khalil Gibran] Joy and Sorrow
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.
And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that hold your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter’s oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was...
[ snow ]
So Joe, Christina, Nat and I made a snowman… It was the most pitiful/creepy one of all time and it was halarious.
More pics to come.
[ i take it back ]
Wont fly out till later in the week…
I want to be home with my baby.
[ well ... ]
I am stuck here in Bothell, WA for tonight. Luckily all of the wonderful people up here let me stay with them and they give me bed, blankets, shower and some food. It’s almost better than being home for Christmas. Something is lost in general hospitality during Christmas at home (LA).
There were vehicles sliding in the snow losing control, ending up in ditches. People were pulling over...
:]
The wedding was lovely. I’m not a big cryier, but it was definately amazing watching my friend from diapers get married. Steven checked out okay ;]
Mr. & Mrs. Scott
Last night I spent the night at the Bellanca’s after the wedding. We watched old movies, ate leftover reception food and I slept like I havent slept in years. I’m pretty sure I fell asleep before 11...
[ going going ... ]
Leaving for Liz’ wedding today in Seattle :] Won’t be back till Sunday-ish. Hope everyone finishes papers on time and starts to relax. I’m looking forward to having a drink with yall once I get back and after xmas.
If you need me, I’ve got my laptop and my cell. With any luck I’ll be just a txt away :]
AAAAAAAHHHHH
GONE
[ old work... new meaning]
stranded man and guitar
alone with one wish granted
to emote ; to dream; to breathe
feel each drop
to shout from the depths to the starlike dreams
seeming so far, but within reach
he feels his soul within his breath
he is calling
he tilts his head upward in desperation
tears streaming; he calls out in song
thinking - how could one love as much
feelings so thick he can touch
...
[ venting songs ]
“Still cant find what keeps me here When all this time ive been so hollow inside” - Haunted - Evanescence
“Sick of circling the same road
Sick of bearing the guilt So open the windows to cool off And heat pours in instead Perfect in weakness" - Perfect- Flyleaf "You can breathe today So many lies swirling All around you You're suffocating The empty shape in you Steals your...
[ VC night : Heroes and Continental ]
So a meeting of Lovers and Friends was held last night after our last class of our first semester in grad school. I honestly love my new friends. Melissa and I are now married :] lol :] so we have just married stickers on our cars. man I love us.
Ruthie’s advances on Will were hysterical. Melissa eyeing random men, equally hysterical. And College Park bathrooms being open at like whatever...
“Remember, Ginger Rogers did everything Fred Astaire did, but she did it...”
“Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.” Kahili Gibran
[ semblance of sanity ]
Evanescence ‘Bring me To Life’
How can you see into my eyes like open doors? Leading you down into my core Where Ive become so numb Without a soul My spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home -CHORUS- [wake me up] Wake me up inside [I cant wake up] Wake me up inside [Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark [Wake me up] Bid my...
[ friends and lovers ]
“promise me something…..enjoy yourself for three weeks….dont think about it…then with a week or two before next semester you can crawl back into your shell of stress and start a new if that is what you must do. you dont take these next three weeks off, and i find out you are stressing earlier than scheduled, and i swear i will reall abduct you and take you to...
[ oye ]
tbc
[ the spill canvas ]
Lullaby lyrics It’s the way that you blush when you’re nervous. It’s your ability to make me earn this. I know that you’re tired, just let me sing you to sleep. It’s about how you laugh out of pity, ‘Cause lets be honest I’m not really that funny. I know that you’re shot, just let me sing you to sleep. If you need anything, just the say the...
[ proved an apt tool today]
[Insomniac’s Dream] - Suburban Plight
Its time to play dress-up Which mask will I wear today Its time for me to get up So I can sleep walk through the day Through the day Through the day Through the day Its your party you choose You can paint each face Lost in the translation So I can sleep walk through the day Through the day Through the day Through the day Wake up - Im...
Listen
[ this song is always good]
Cary Brothers “Blue Eyes”
Wish enough, wise man’ll tell you a lie Window broke, torn up screens Who’d have thought that you’d dream Of a single tragic scene I just wanna sing a song with you I just want to take it off of you Cause Blue Eyes You are all that I need Cause Blue Eyes You’re the sweet to my mean Fess it up, dot on the palm of your hand I can...
[ again wtf ]
Took melatonin and fell asleep at midnight, HOORAY.
Woke up at 2am, BOO.
I tried to fall back asleep for a solid 3 hours… my brain apparently does not want to allow rest.